Day 196 of 365: Cool day

Am i lazy or is there something else to this lack of motivation? Maybe discouragement? Not seeing fruit? i'm not sure, but i know that it is not right to not do anything. And i'm not talking about what i did and did not do today. This world can't be run by the id. If it was driven by id, we will pretty much live in our own world and other will not invade the space we closed up for ourselves. The church is quite the opposite. We venture out to serve those in need. If someone is not in need, we serve anyway. What is it that we ought to do for each other? Is there a limit to what one can do? i believe there is a cap at how much one can give before they feel completely exhausted. And my motivation should be to recharge in the right plug. i think i've been recharging in the wrong way, even though it might FEEL right. Emotions are tricky. Don't trust them foolishly. Chances are, you will regardless, but that means we are all fools. Fools bound by sin. Thank God we are now not fools, but fools in love with Christ. That's where it all starts and where it will end our foolishness.

Anyway, besides what's in my head...Went to work for half-day, go-kart at Malibu for the rest of the afternoon and watch 'Clash of the Titans' in the evening. Cool day. Not very productive though.