I had dim sum with my parents, including Amos, during my lunch break. It was good to get out and have a meal with family. Kristy couldn't join because she was with friends, but it's okay. And work was...work...Busy day at least, so I wasn't sitting around doing nothing...
Honestly, BSF is feeling a little like dead weight... I might have lost the motivation to be in leadership, which is not a good attitude to bring to God. I did commit to one more year of service, but I need to rest. I feel like I went into leadership as a blunt blade...Not sharp enough to be effective. I'm going to break it to my Teaching Leader that I plan to step down after this study is over. At least I'll give him some time to look for someone to fill in.
The lesson for TNT tonight was...simple. This group is a lot less mature than previous groups, which makes me miss the older kids... It's definitely harder to keep them interested. Even worship is difficult for them.
Oh man...I don't feel rested after the holidays...
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