Being honest here, but i am feeling almost lost in what i want to do in my life. i have a goal to get into physical therapy, but i feel like i can't because i'm not in a right situation for it. It's not because of the wedding, but rather the responsibility in my family. There is a strong desire to want to just get a full-time job, if there is any, and work to help the family's finances. On top of that, i want to be able to provide for my own family. It's a dilemma that i can do so much in and i really need to depend on God for the rest. It's frustrating to know that my current job is not stable and that i know when my last day is. This feeling was once a joy that i felt in the army, that i am no longer tied down to "forced labor". Now, it's dread that i have to find another job and i don't like the idea of job hunting. It's like hitting the reset button. What sucks, in my mind, is my degree. i'm happy that i have a degree, but it really feels like a pretty piece of paper. Can't do much with it, yet it's all around me... Prayer...it really is prayer time for this part of my life...
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